真沒想過...

那些年。。。

2011-11-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

剛看了《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》...
還滿多想法的...

相信每一個人的人生過程里，一定會有一位“沈佳儀” 或者“柯景騰”出現在你的生命里...
不管她／他是不是符合你原本定下的“男／女朋友的條件”...
喜歡，便變成你無法控制的事...

我的生命里的“柯景騰”不知道出現了沒...
或許是你吧...
總覺得，“那些年” 那首歌，那本書，和這部電影...
說得故事，和我們之間發生的事情很像...

其實，故事發生在很多人的身上吧...
以前，中學時...
總覺得，心裡偷偷喜歡就好...
不一定要讓對方知道...
但現在回想起來...
或許會覺得...
如果那時候，告訴他我喜歡他...
我們今天的關係會不會不一樣...

或許會... 或許不會...
但錯過... 終究是錯過了...
時間沒辦法迴轉...
人都必須往前走...

如果之後再碰到你...
不知道，我會用甚麼方式和你打招呼...
或許... 根本會說不上話吧...
真的很懷念... 那時候的我們...
那時候的我...
那時候的你...

最後... 想說的是...
無論你是誰...
看到這篇的你...
無論在世界的哪個地方...
哪個角落...
我都祝福你...
祝福你...
早日找到你的 “沈佳儀” 或 “柯景騰” ...
也希望...
你們都能幸福...

加油...
雨

那些年

2011-11-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

this song really reminds me of the times with you...
the movie really touch-ed the hearts of people all over the world...
love the storyline...
love the movie...
love the song...

雨

ceremony~~~

2011-11-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

didn't want everyone to see the feelings that is overwhelming...
tears about to come out anytime...
so i excused myself and did not attend the debriefing...
sorry...
seriously cannot take it... stre~ss!
grrrrr...
guess i shall write it all here?!
haha... here goes...

end of the GREAT... BIG... SCARY challenge...
hah... maybe people will think...
"aiyah... not that scary larh..."
still... think that was my most scariest challenge ever...
totally no confidence from the start...
have to thank all my department members for helping me throughout...
^^ <3
everything was in a rush...
only one rehearsal was given for everything...
a lot of things cannot be confirmed on time...
last minute changes everywhere...
can say it's almost a mess...
but the performances of the instructors and main committee was awesome~
OC committee performance also of course... (*shall exclude myself... HAH*)

it seems like nothing has been right for me since i woke up today...
nervous from the minute i woke up...
cause saw the post reminding me that there's ceremony today...
grrrr...
simply put... *to myself* : YOU COULD HAVE DONE BETTER!!!
baka... ><
one word to sum up how i have been feeling from the moment rehearsal started till end of the ceremony
= STRE~SS!!!!!!
really have to thank a lot of people for encouraging me...
for the not so good performance... sorry~ ごめんなさい！

perhaps it's because of the expectation of what i gave myself... hah
too stress out... *cries out*
didn't really do much interpretation before...
so... *excuses for myself only*
mistakes from the start... haiz... ><

thanks to everyone from the opening ceremony...
my friends who gave me courage to take up the job...
people who gave me encouragements...
emcees, vincent and ishu...
fellow interpreter, xue ping...

and a very big THANK YOU to abby...
thanks for letting me challenge myself...
doing something that i've never done before...
(*though i did not have confidence... still don't have*)
for the encouragements that you have given us...
for the support also...
for the many things that you have helped us (*me*) with...
really really really really really great to have known you in HI! Club...

it's 11/11/11... can i make a wish...
i hope things will go well for me from now onwards...
はい！　がんばってくだいさい！

じゃね

小雨

p.s.:oh ya! at least one thing made me happy today...
SAW ZAF!!!!
it has really really been a long time... really missed signing with her...
haha...

new school term...

2011-10-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

kind of dreading for tomorrow to come...
one month internship at the Esplanade was awesome...
but long over now...
haiz... kind of miss the backstage^^ haha...

time goes damn FAST sia...
tomorrow... marks the day of a new school term...
new semester...
also indicating that half of our poly lives are over...
WOAH~

nothing to look forward to for tomorrow...
starting off the new term and week with Idea Launchpad...
dreading it...
the others all have IS elective while i DON'T! damn...
only a boring IS lecture to bear with... *groans*
same classmates... (p.s. : can't we change?! ><)
oh wells...
only lesson to look forward to...
i guess... is my Japanese Lessons?!
hah!

besides lessons... meetings and stuffs are cropping up here and there...
1) meetings for CDAC event on tuesday, wednesday and saturday...
2) CDAC performance @ Yishun on sunday...
3) music box operator duties for Concert Band performance on 24th & 25th...
4) meetings sure gonna come up for the upcoming Hi! Club Opening Ceremony... (plus rehearsals too)

hmmm... that's all for now?!
lolz... actually it's quite a lot... HAH...
はい！　がんばろ！

じゃ〜
雨

long time over...

2011-10-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

it's been so long since i'm up on msn talking to someone...
just tried to talk someone out...
cause of her problems that she have recently with her BF...
wells...
not that i'm in the right position to say anything...
cause i haven been in one before...
but...
i tried my best...
to talk her out...
to help her find the solution to the problem...
and i hope she'll be ok...

tears flooded out when i saw her blogpost...
never seen that side of her before...
so tired...
and perhaps... a bit...
helpless...?
somehow... i feel that it'll do her good if she just ends everything...
like now...
but... if she's happy with continuing...
well... i hope she'll be happy...

sometimes...
when you know that you want to help with something...
but you can't do a thing...
that feeling seriously sucks...
starts to feel the same way as the person in needed of help...
but... you can't let them sense it too...
if not, they might feel guilty...
feel that they have caused you some burden...
sucks...
to keep everything away...
to bury it deep inside your heart...
to not let anyone else know your troubles...
cause you just know that you can't tell anyone else...

who can i turn to... ?
at this point of time... ?
guess...
the answer is : NO ONE...
oh wells... seems like i've gotten used to it...
doesn't matters to me now...
just hide away...
like a hermit crab...?
hah

looked through my list of people which i've added on msn...
was a bit surprised...
you...
blocked...
me... ?
i didn't even know when you blocked me from your contacts...
guess... it's really the end...
thanks for the answer...
i get it...
time to press the 'DELETE' button in my mind...
to erase everything and start over again...
with a fresh new mind...

i don't know why... but...
i'm like getting further and further away from my friends...
maybe more specifically...
my classmates...
i have no idea why...
but that's the feeling i get...
i guess... it's ok for me to hide away again...
and live by my own... ?
just treat me as though i'm transparent...
i'll thank you for that...

things for which i need to think for myself...
i need time...
and for myself to be alone...

希望...
一切...
事情...
煩惱...
能夠...
圓滿結束...

雨

擁有＝失去的開始？

2011-09-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

擁有是失去的開始... 嗎？
不曾擁有, 就不怕失去... 嗎？

不同的人，有不同的見解...

有人說：
如果不曾擁有，那當然不用怕失去啊...
只有是你的，你才會有失去的可能...
如果不是你的，那沒了，也不關你的事啊...

... 沒了，也［好像］不關你的事啊...

...［好像］...
...［可能］...
...［也許］...
...［應該］...

好像... 人生好像都會有許多我們不知正確答案的問題...
比如：擁有＝失去的開始？
不曾擁有＝不怕失去？

以上，換你回答...
是真的嗎？你怎麼看待？

又有些人會說：
即使到頭來會失去... 也要放手一搏...
努力爭取自己想擁有的...
至少... 擁有過...
失去了... 也曾經有過那麼美好的回憶在腦海里...
如果，因為害怕失去而放棄擁有...
那麼... 可悲...
因為，當你看到別人擁有了你曾經想有的...
你難道不會失落...?
不會自責...？
不會感覺到生命力少了甚麼...？
不會後悔... 嗎?
到頭來，你還是失去了...

與其因為害怕而不努力爭取...
不如相信自己的力量...
努力了，如果還得不到，那或許你真的該放棄...
但如果可以...
那就放膽的去擁有吧...
或許能夠走到天長地久...

擁有一段美麗的回憶...
總好過，甚麼... 都沒有...

你們說是嗎？

雨

等待。。。

2011-07-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

here goes another... ranting post?! haha...
don't know whether to be counted as that or not...
haha... oh well...
going to be typing in chinese...
so... if my sis is reading this... sorry...
but it's better for me to say in chinese... xp

你們有沒有嘗試過等待...
無論是人，事，物...

我覺得，我每一分每一秒都在等...
等甚麼，有時候我自己也不知道...
有時候真的會覺得...
無奈...
沒意義...

等公車...
等朋友...
等家人...
等成績...
等...
... ... ...
對的人...

人往往在小的時候會覺得...
只要我快點長大，我就能得到我要的東西...
但... 真的是這樣嗎？

有的人則覺得...
有時候，要等待才能得到你想要的東西...
但... 是嗎？

有些事情我並不清楚...
但... 我知道...
有些時候...
等待...
不一定能解決事情...
不一定就能得到你所希望擁有的...
反而...
可能會讓它“飄”走...
就因為... 你沒好好追求你想要的...
因為... 沒好好把握機會... 讓機會流失...
而這... 也許會讓你後悔...
但... 也很難改過來了...

“等一下”...
“等等我”...
“可以等我嗎”...
這幾個字或許你會覺得沒甚麼...
但... 如果... 你聽了很多次...
而且... 是從一個很特別的人口中說出來的呢...？
你... 的回答... 又會是甚麼...？
是... “我會等你”... 嗎？

真的覺得... 這樣子一直等下去也不是辦法...
沒目標...
沒目的...
沒... 期限...
無限的這樣等下去...
你... 接受得了嗎...？
不會... 覺得... 累... 嗎... ？

我...
有點...
累...
了...

我...
該...
繼續...
等下去...
嗎... ?

雨

CONCERT!!!

2011-07-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

went and played(really played) through my PSP interview for music box today...

the whole 4 stages i was playing...

was intending to withdraw from it as what ying ying had done...

but decided to just go for it...

no harm... haha... but don't like the theory part...

don't know the answers for it...

who cares... all over...

didn't really read up for it...

ohya... received an email saying that i got accepted for internship at the Esplanade...

sep to early oct... one month... no pay... just experience...

classmates still considering...

me will most probably be going... but not sure... cause no pay...

then i've been spending too much money these days...

學壞了... 亂買CD... hahaha

shall save money!!!

in the end... in the same department as the irritating guy...

what bad luck...

是想把我氣死嗎?! that guy really got attitude problem lorh...

why until know then i start finding that problem of his irritating...

no wait... it's been a long time... since i knew that...

but... haiz... cause of her... =.=|||

at least during secondary school...

he won't come bother me so much...

but now same school as him again... and no Diana here... HAIZ!!!

and once again... i shall say... I DO NOT LIKE HIM FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!!

on a harsher tone, rather die than like him...

hair... *dies*

attitude... *dies again*

clothes... *dies yet again*

whatever... really don't like guys with long hair... look SUPER WEIRD!!!

those artiste that had long hair before, don't like...

cut short... all become more handsome!...

this goes to show that girls can copy guys... but guys can't copy girls! =.=|||

out of soooo many shaun or sean that i know... =.=|||

only one shaun is handsome, nice and everything...^^

short hair... miss the times where.... AHEM! haha...

AND AND...

kelly say she'll accompany me go Arron's mini concert!!!

on the 16th!!! WEE!!! YAY!!! but not sure if i'll get the tickets a not... haha

see my luck bah... never get... still never mind... at least i've tried...

今天你生日。。。

祝你。。。

生。。。

日。。。

快。。。

樂。。。

還。。。

記得我。。。

嗎。。。？

雨

meet again... =.=

2011-06-03T09:03:00.000+08:00

it's always like this...

when u want to forget someone...

something...

or another person...

will remind you of that someone again...

I hate that feeling...

YOU! why are you in my memories again?

i hate it...

when i went overseas for that ONE WHOLE FREAKING MONTH...

i thought that maybe i can finally forget about you...

and then suddenly saw this person who looks A LOT like you...

that person totally reminds me of you...

i hate it...

i swear i hate it...

at that point of time, when i realized, i stunned...

memories, like waterfall, just keep pouring into my mind...

appearing and disappearing...

what is this...?!

i had totally forgot about you for the first 4 weeks...

and then that person had to come and bother me...

had to remind me of you during the last week...

i hate you...

avoid... that's wat you did...

you avoided me...

hate hate hate...

since it's like this... why can't you just leave me alone?!

time...

needed...

to...

forget...

you...

maybe it's true of what others say...

it takes a lifetime to forget someone...

haha...

but i'll try...

to forget you...

to not let you step into my life again...

to let traces of your memories in me... disappear...

goodbye...

雨

WTH!!!

2011-05-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

ever tried dealing with a lot of problems at one go?!

sometimes, i really don't understand why things have to happen all at the same time...
sometimes, you want it to come, but it doesn't...
other times, when you don't want it, it comes rolling into your way...
what exactly is this?!

IF...
i had never gone on that thing...
IF...
i had never heard about it...
IF...
i was that insensitive to things...
IF...
i can don't know anything...
IF...
i don't know them...
IF...
i did not cared...
IF... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
damn... what's the use of listing all the IFs down...
when all has already happened?! what am i thinking?!

if anyone have a cure for me... i'll be glad to take it...
if anyone could share these problems with me... i'll be glad to share...
if anyone can save me from these things... i'll be glad to be saved...
if i can just turn a blind eye to it and not do anything... i'll be glad to do so...
if i can just do that...
but i can't...

why do you have to just fill me in on the details...
i did not want to know in the first place...
i did not even ask you to tell me...
why are you just so selfish to just dump everything to me...
like i'm your rubbish bin... dumping your trash into me...
without asking whether i want to know a not...

don't know whether to really believe you or not...
because you are also biased...
you are involved as well...
i can't help but think that you are saying this to help yourself...
who shall i believe...

lost...
confused...
frustrated...
angered...
injured...

you tell me to forward it to her...
but... can i really tell her...?!
NO! i can't...
i can't risk it...
i just hope that they will be more careful of themselves...

and YOU!...
are you really that blur that you just follow whatever they tell you to do?!
just answer without any restrain to any questions?!
are you really the one that i know?!
you are getting to be more and more like a stranger now to me...
who are you?!
do i know you?!
can you please quit playing and return back to your normal self?!
it's scary at the thought...
of how you can just tell them anything and even join in their discussion...
i'm getting tired of trying to see the time when i can tell you things safely...
without the things getting said out... by YOU...
really...
seriously...
feel like dragging you out and ask you everything...
of what is happening...
of what you know about it...
but... i can't as well...

people whom i can trust...
are getting lesser and lesser...
people whom won't harm those that i treasure...
i'm not sure who will that be...
who can i trust now... ?
who won't harm me... ?
who won't harm those that i treasure... ?
i know not...

迷惑...
失望...
受傷...
無法言語...

雨

exam!!!

2011-05-06T13:56:00.000+08:00

having EM3A exam later at 6.30pm...
after that, got to go down to LT 26 for opening ceremony... (just for a while^^)

one thing made me super happy today!!!
got to sign out DSLR from school!!! YAY!!!
got a Nikon D80... damn cool!!!
got to have it for the whole of this sem!!! YAY!!!
cool max!!!

雨

rants?!

2011-05-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

just reached home like don't know how many minutes or just an hour ago?!
hmmmm... went to bathe... then sat down at the dining table and ate green bean soup^^
while... studying for Jap quiz tomorrow... haiz...

revision and the rehearsal went quite well just now?!
haha... got to see the main comm's performance...
that's the good thing about being in PA department^^
got to play with the lightings too! ^^
haha... but oh well...
got teased by Timothy again... haha...
don't really care though...

(dad's driving me to sleep while i'm typing this post... HAH! o.O)
few thoughts drawn out by an artist (fits my feelings now):

雨

worried~

2011-05-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

EM3A exams on Friday... day when we have Hi!Club Opening Ceremony...
haiz... hating Mr Kwek for that...
seriously... though... if not for polling day...
the day for the paper wont be pushed back...
damn sian...
having revision class later... then rehearsal for opening ceremony?!
hmmmmmmm...
hope will get good results for EM3A...

one thing's bottled up in my heart...
should i say it in here...
feels that it's not very safe...
haiz... hmmm... sandra knows... haha...
but she'll be blur if anyone ask her what thing...
so... don't...
nvm... shall not say today... haha...
though i feel like saying...

當我在微薄上得知你生病了...
你知道我有多擔心嗎...
請你一定要好好的照顧自己...
別讓我們擔心了...
工作歸工作...
你還是要休息的啊...
你吖... 唉...

雨

hi! club...

2011-04-23T13:59:00.001+08:00

Sean had me transferred over from logistics to the pa department...
under him and abby, alongside with kai xiang...
i actually don't mind... but i feel a bit bad...
cos i already said ok to Glenda to being in logistics...
it's been a long time since i last saw her...
originally wanting to give her her present during the meeting today...
but Sean sms-ed me and said that i do not need to go down as pa do not need to meet...
missed one chance of meeting her just like this...
maybe I'll ask to be in the same department as Glenda in closing ceremony then...
really wished to work alongside with her...
sorry Glenda... really did not know that Sean will actually transfer me over to pa just like that... haiz...
nvm...

need to hurry up finish with my OIE report and presentation slides...
originally, thinking of going in Malaysia with my mum and auntie, since i no need to go for meeting today...
but... got reminded by my mind that i have to do report... which is to be submitted by tomorrow...
haiz... anyways, glad that i have sort of finished my AVMP's mini project...
haha...

caught up with a lot of dramas on hand... hmmm... just finished sunny happiness...
channel x, also off my list... but new dramas are coming in... fast...
like recently, i'm like totally into Rainie's new drama, 醉後決定愛上你... (Allison also! HAH!)
also... Pets's new drama, 飛行少年...
both super nice!!! haiz...
but still, drama is one thing... have to focus more on my studies this year...
cannot afford to slack... year 2 ler! phew...
first week of school past... moving on... hope i'll get use to the new modules fast...

雨

dream?!

2011-04-21T22:25:00.001+08:00

all feels like a dream... seriously...
one month just pass like that, with a blink of my eye...
everything is going too fast, i seem to not be able to keep pace with it...
came back from Chengdu, started school again...
best thing ever! seeing oZZumies again! haha <3
celebrated Lewyu's birthday today... though her birthday was actually yesterday!
haha... but still... hehe...
4th day of school, and we all have a mini project to do already...
2nd year already... cannot slack sooo much as in 1st year...
haha...

cca fiesta went great... quite a lot of people from our oip group went to join Hi! Club...
maybe cause under our influence?! HAHA!
quite happy to see so many people join... but the intake seem to be falling?! hmmm...
don't know very well... haha
oh well... presentation for OIE clashes with HI-O!... hmmm...
anyways, HI-O seems none of my business now... haha...
Glenda contacted me just now...
asking me whether i wanna join her in the logistics department for opening ceremony... haha...
of cause! she is like one of the few that i can really really really really really talk to in Hi! Club...
other than allison, sean, Zaf (whose not in NP anymore)...
that's why i will surely join her!
haiz... miss Zaf... anticipating 2A's dinner! so that i can see Zaf again! yay!

Chengdu was great! had made some friends there!... like Justin, Tian Xiang, Bella, Li Xue, Zou Ran, Zhou Yuan, Le Han and the others as well! they were all very friendly and nice people!
they showed us around Chengdu, brought us out to play and eat and shop!
Justin is coming to Singapore to play and maybe work part-time here as well...
not sure when though... but he will surely come!
my group had said that if he come, it'll be our turn to bring him around Singapore... HAHA!
Zou Ran is also trying to get a chance to come to Singapore!
he said that there is a chance for him to come to NP for exchange program, and he is confident that he maybe able to get that chance...! wee~
haha...
if they two come, it'll be great! like that we can see our friends from China again! haha

went to see Gamelan SYF today... 1st one to perform was Siglap Sec...
then, was Bukit Panjang Sec... then Hougang Sec, then finally EVG...
but regretfully, i had to leave when they are performing...
got news from my seniors later that EVG got Silver again... while Siglap and Hougang both got gold...
although i feel that EVG could have gotten gold, i am still proud of them!
at least, we maintained our Silver...
it's ok juniors! next time, get back gold with HONOURS!!!^^
you guys can do it!

你的EP我從我朋友那裡拿到了...
聽了很多遍...
打從心裡真心喜歡你的聲音...
真的很好聽...
也很喜歡你所唱的歌曲...
你的EP裡的歌曲... 都在形容你的不同性格...
讓我從你歌曲裡，更瞭解你...
最近你都會在內地跑宣傳...
記得要照顧好自己...
別把自己累壞了...
加油... 期待你以後更多的作品... <3

雨

BIG DAY!!!!

2011-03-08T17:07:00.003+08:00

tomorrow... is... the... day!!!
hahahaa... ChengDu!!!
i cannot believe that time actually flies soooo fast!!!
it was like only in Jan that i confirmed that i am going for this trip...
and now... it's like tomorrow i'm flying off!
seriously... my gosh...
my luggage is like damn heavy...
confirm need to pay airport tax already~ haiz...
too many things inside...
besides... my luggage is hard cover... which makes it heavier...
=.= ...

9th march... 2 big things are gonna happen...
besides the fact that i am going ChengDu...
Arron's new song is gonna come out!!!! YAY!!!
and on 10th march... which is thursday... HIS MV COMING OUT!!! YAY!!! <3
cannot wait for it!!! TOTALLY!!!
then on 11th march... my friend gonna help me preorder his EP from Popular...
25th march is his BIG DAY!!! WOOHOO!!! TOO EXCITED!!!
< The Next Me >

努力了那麼久... 你的EP終於要面市了...
我期待你的個人作品很久了...
消息一出來... 我是真的替你開心的不得了...
期待慘了... 開心慘了... <3
期待聽到你的首播主打：《下一個我》
也期待拿到你的作品：《下一個炎亞綸》
<3

雨

Exams

2011-02-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

Exams... are here... =.="'
HAIZ!!!
today was the starting of my exams...
but one thing to be happy about:
tomorrow is the last day!!! HAHAHA!!!
cause... i only have 2 papers... namely: EG2 and AEL...
EG2 was quite ok today... just that i cant get full marks for the last question...
cause of that 1/4... ARGH!!!
oZZumies will know what i'm talking about...
i have more confidence in AEL...
1 main problem... i cant seem to memorise the formulas that we normally use... ARGH!!!
someone! help stuff those formulas into my brain please!~
man... hope everything goes well tomorrow^^

wellllll... today... i'm going to start counting down...
11 MORE DAYS!!!
to ChengDu^^
HAHAHAHAHAAH!!! TOTALLY EXCITED!!!
can't wait... 2nd March gonna have a pre-departure breifing... ^^
WEE~~~~~~~~

雨

FREE FROM IJ!!!

2011-01-25T17:43:00.000+08:00

FINALLY FREE FROM IDEA JUMPSTART!!!
woots~
today was actually quite a big day~ haha...
cause of idea jumpstart challenge...
in this challenge, we had to use ALL the skills that we have learnt in this module and use it to solve a problem...
haiz...
woke up quite early in the morning... cause had breakfast with the oZZumies^^
after that went to class, and was briefed on what exactly we have to do...
well... the thing went... quite... smoothly... hah
finished everything on time... phew...
and finished presenting our ideas to the teacher at around 4.15pm...
teacher said our ideas were quite cool, and she will go back and try our ideas on her son... HAH~
not sure whether our ideas will actually work out... but... oh well...
as long as our marks are good enough...
HAHAHAHAH!!!

had to stay back in school today for 1Family's rehearsal for HI!Club closing ceremony...
starts at 6... so... i'm now slacking one corner in ourspace@72... HAH~
1F's going to perform the song "I Never Told You"...
while my attending class... 2A... is going to perform "We Dance On"!!! Wee~
i like that song... haha... and i like our "we dance on" formation...^^
closing ceremony commitee, which includes me as well, performing " DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again"... o.O
haha... a bit tired from all these activities... but... ohwells... haha...

counting down to the hols...
cause... when the hols come...
it means that i'm going to CHENGDU!!! WEE~
around 42 more days to go!!!^^
seriously very excited at the thought of it~ HAHAHAH!!!
i'm sure my friends, who are going with me also, feels the same way^^ TEEHEE!!!

最近看到你在微博上還滿活躍的...
心情不錯吧...
希望你每天都能開開心心的...
因為... 這樣... 我也會... 開心...

雨

sick~ 19/1/11

2011-01-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

seriously...

i tell you...

it is SERIOUSLY irritating...

when you get sick out of no reason...

and the timing is like super not good lorh...

ARGH!

feeling terrible now...

but i can't possibly leave my friend to go to Jap class alone right?!

and i want to come to school tomorrow also!

haiz... hope i can hang on until the class ends...

after that...

i shall go back home, bathe, then go to bed straight!

>.<

just reminded myself that i will need to start taking flu medication at least one month before i fly off...

hope i remember again... but i think once i get home, i'll start taking already...

HAH~>.<

countdown to ChengDu: 48 Days!!!

今天下午， Selina出院了！

看到別人在微博上上傳的照片...

看到她的樣子...

還是依然那麼美麗...

真好...

S.H.E終於有合體了！^^

雨

busy~~~

2011-01-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

just got back my results today...
haiz... AEL was not too bad... quite happy with the results that i gotten...
but EG2 was...　haiz... mega fail... need to buck up... tomorrow having ael lab test...
hope i'll pass... xp

been busy ever since school started...
Hi!Club matters... homework... haiz...
but, actually mostly busy with Hi!Club stuff... haha...
open house coming...
on duty for course counsellor this saturday with Lewyu... JAE too...
hope they won't not come to our class after listening to me... HAHAHAHA!!! xp

preparing for Hi!Club CCC performance... about 4 songs to remember...
now in a dilemma... haiz... should i go for 21st Jan the Hi!Club performance in school?
got cca points... but the problem is, i'm quite tied up on hand for now... hmmm...
ok... never mind... shall not go...
shall focus on my other performances first...
after this, if got other performances...
i'll go^^ HAHAHA~

看了你演出的“愛似百匯”...
你真的可愛到不行...
戲裡的［阿一］就好像你一半的真實性格^^
期待著第4集出來～
更好的戲在後頭^^
希望以後能夠看到更多的的戲<3

雨

Camp and Bintan Trip

2010-12-24T15:35:00.001+08:00

17th - 19th December 2010...
Hi! Club Leadership Camp...

Me, along with 27 more people... reported in at 630pm at 50-01-06 to book in...
met the camp comm...
played some icebreakers...
got sorted into 2 big group, namely: Enligh-TENG... and Ah YoYo~
was in the group Enligh-TENG! haha...
the camp was fun...
woke up at about 5+am the next day, for a tough PT...
then, the camp comm led us to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve for a hike...
that was tiring... but nonetheless, FUN!^^
after returning back to school, of course, lunch, and more games...
at night, we practised our song signing.. until about 3+am in the morning...
and to think that we have to report at 630am... (T^T)

the last day of the camp started off with a more tough PT...
try 100 buddha claps and you will know...
and that is only one of the section in the PT!
did'nt do it though... cause was feeling unwell... hah...
after that was breakfast, then we split into our own groups to discuss song signing...
after lunch more discussion... this time, is to finish off the formation and the lyrics part...
up next is our PERFORMANCE^^...
Enligh-TENG performed "Eenie Meenie", while Ah YoYo performed "Falling for You"...
then we had a 'special surprise' for the camp comm... to thank them for the wonderful camp that they had arranged for us... "Peppermint Winter" by the whole group of campers^^
the whole camp ended off with the performance at about 530pm...
was fun... was great... thanks to the camp comm for such a wonderful camp...
thanks to the other campers, for making it more fun...
thanks to everyone...

went back home and started finish packing my bag for the Bintan trip next day...

20th - 22nd December 2010...
Bintan, Indonesia...

woke up at about 5+am to get ready...
went to the ferry terminal, checked in...
boarded the ferry at about 930am...
the ride was fast though... we reached bintan ferry terminal in about 45mins... o.O
went through the custom... guess what... i saw a Singapore artiste , Dasmond Koh, at the customs too...
seems like his on holiday with his friends... HAHA... oh well, quite handsome... xp
another 20mins bus ride to our resort: Bintan Lagoon Resort... and until there...
then we know that we can only check in at 3pm... we reach there at 11+am... Singapore time...
which means, the local time there is 10+am... OMG!
well, no choice, but to go down to the beach to play while waiting...
saw a lot of hermit crabs there... haha...

throughout the whole bintan trip... the only thing that i played was 'free' was the buggy...
HAHAHA!!! first time driving a buggy... damn fun...
even though, the driver is supposed to be 18yrs and above... but the security did'nt catch me either...
cause i look tall enough?! o.O nvm...
the things there are SUPER EXPENSIVE... all counted in Sing dollars lorh... not Rupiah...
stupid... then we were like... this very ex... that very ex... that's why i say, driving the buggy is free... cause it comes with the villa?! HAHAHA!!!

OH! the villa that we stayed in is SUPER NICE!!! there's a private swimming pool behind the house... and it is sea-facing!!! WOOHOO!!! lolz...
double-storey villa, with kitchen, 4 bedrooms, balcony, private swimming pool, and a buggy to transport ourselves around in the resort area, cause it's too big for us to walk... HAH!
like dream house~ (this is the perfect setting for me and diana's "crossed-Fate" script... xpcuase it fits perfectly with the setting that we imagined^^)
nothing cheap... all so ex... haiz... and that's how it ended just like that, 3days 2 nights stay in bintan...
nonetheless, it was fun...^^

but after a soooo called "marathorn" of trips... i'm tired out... phew...
now that i'm back in my house, my own room... ^^
woah... this is quite a long post yea... haha...
well, till then~ <3

雨

真想... ... ...

2010-11-22T14:46:00.001+08:00

the year just goes soooo fast~

now it is like already november...

semester 2... comes with more boring modules ever...

my friends' gonna sign up for the JYP audition~ with her caretaker...

i wonder if kelly's gonna succeed psycho-ing diana to go with her...

cause... Diana's like somewhat grounded by her mother... haiz...

everytime like that~

audition~ i wonder if anytime in the future...

will i be able to go onstage~ haiz...

love singing max... but... the problem is... i don't know how to sing...

as compared to the real-time singers... i'm nothing...

since i'm studying audio-visual technology...

might as well help with the backstage stuff? hah... =.="'

sometimes i really wonder... what am i gonna do in the future...

blurred future... haiz...

on to something else... that me and my friends had been doing...

the script that me and friends wanna do... still hasn't had the plot ready...

though we had a picture of what we wanna portray in it...

but... to even film it... we have to wait... wait... and wait...

no choice...

2 days ago... was his birthday~

he had a mini birthday concert on his birthdate...

20/11/2010... 7:30pm... The Wall...

how i wish-ed i can go... haiz...

Happy Birthday to him~

真的不後悔喜歡你...

你很棒... 你的兄弟們也是...

期待你更多的作品...

無論... 在戲劇上... 或... 在歌唱上...

希望你... 會越來越好...

我也會越來越愛你們... <3

真想把我最好的聲音...

唱給我愛的人聽...

當然不會少了我的朋友... ^^

雨～

tired~

2010-05-05T21:33:00.001+08:00

Gonna be a short update...

very tired this days...

ever since school has started...

but one thing i've found out, is that: the week passes by very quickly...

damn surprising~

lolz...

went wii-ing with my classmates when we have super long breaks in between...

: Allison, Amani, Sean, CK, Jasper...

standard people every time...

hahaz... we all hang out a lot...

since we are all in the same class...

today, we all went to the Alumni Clubhouse to eat our lunch...

we had 2hrs break in between classes~

aft our llunch, we went to the Attic@blk 53...

hang out there until about 10 mins before class...

almost late for the class sia...

thank goodness never...

lolz... EG1 class ended early again today...

because: almost everyone know how to do the questions ler...

gonna play pool with them on friday...

originally planned to go wii-ing again...

change of plans~ hahaz~

tomorrow gonna be very tired again...

class starting at 8am...

tat means i have to wake up at around 6am...

stupid sia... no choice...

tomorrow... only 2 main lessons...

computer programming and electrical technology class...

ELTECH class gonna be bored... haiz...

well den... bye bye~

雨

dramas...

2010-04-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

School... School... School...
now feeling very unwell...
-chest/ heart/ ear pains
-ear ringing
wanna die... feeling sick now...
haiz... monday not going to have holiday...
even though, saturday is labour day...
by right, monday should be a holiday in 'compensation' to us...
but... not for polytechnic students...
SOOO not fair!!!
no choice...

just wanna update on the dramas:
-PS Man
-Down With Love
-Lucky Days
these few are all damn nice...
might wanna try to watch yeh...
Love Buffet is refilming...
with a new actress...
Not sure when it will start showing on screen...
but, i'll sure be waiting for it!!!

炎亞綸昨天下1點30分在光點台北有他的新戲發佈記者會
除了愛似百匯他即將開拍另一部新戲
新的開始新的角色
希望他的兩部戲都能收視長紅！！！
加油，飛輪海！！！

start of school!!!

2010-04-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

hey... back to updating...

School already started on 19th April...

So... its like already the 4th day of school...

my time table is like... haiz...

everyday have to wake up so early...

its like mon start at 9am, tues 8am, wed 9am, thurs 8am and fri also 8am...

even though Ngee Ann Poly has shuttle bus services,

from woodlands to clementi takes about half an hour...

so its like, i'll have to go early down to the bus interchange to queue up...

one thing that i can't complain is that my class have a lot more breaks as compared to the other classes...

hahaz...

for example, today i have two hours of break in between...

went to OurSpace@72 to play games, along with my friends...

it was damn fun...

yesterday, i also had a two hours break... hahaz... and...

tomorrow, which is friday...

I have three hours of break in between classes sia...

lolz...

classes started on our syllabus already...

some are those being taught before in secondary school...

while some, like for example the computer programming lesson i had today...

it was like 50% understand, 50% don't understand...

anyways... we just followed the textbook and typed out the programs today...

those are like the more simpler programs...

haiz...

have to buck up... and try to understand the lessons...

i would'nt want to end up failing the module and have to take it again next semester...

One more thing to add on:

today is actually my dad's birthday...

So...

爸爸，生曰快樂！！！

相信大家都知道在冰島所發生的火山爆發事件。。。

歐洲地區許多地方都受到影響。。。

歐盟的航空公司紛紛取消個個飛往歐洲地區的航班。。。

現在，歐盟航空公司已經慢慢開放給個個航班，讓它們飛到歐洲。。。

希望那些被困在機場，有家還沒辦法回去的，

能夠早曰回家，與家人團聚。。。

雨

e樂大賞慶功派對

2010-03-10T21:15:00.002+08:00

One main thing happen today...

and that is...:

I bought my apple Mac notebook...

around 10+am, reach Ngee Ann Poly...

Went straight to the convention center to look at the notebooks...

Actually... it was quite fast... around 20 minutes we were done with the order...

so let me skip the boring parts...

it was cash and carry...

so after my mum paid... we were off with the notebook...

It was damn nice... and cool...

first ever Mac notebook that i had...

and i have to use it for almost everyday...

for the next three years of my time on NP...

but the problem is that the notebook is also damn expensive...

After including 7% GST... the price is:

$2608...!!!

money gone like this... haiz...

no choice... who go and ask that my course have to use a Macbook?

haha...

my mum say she will keep on nagging at me because she paid with her salary...

and the price of the Macbook is almost double times or more of her salary...

*faint*...

she say unless i can earn back the money and pay her back...

she will supposedly occasionally pop up this matter in our conversation...

though i do not know how she defines her "occasionally"...

Hah...

Going to work tomorrow...

you all might have known...

IT roadshow at Suntec...

11th - 14th march...

Don't know where i will be...

My mum going down to Suntec to shop on Friday...

another reason is to see me at work...

Diana will be going down if she have time tomorrow too...

YAY!!!

haha... lolz... xp

I hope i can sell out the computers and earn lots of commision...

so that i can pay my mum's money back to her...

(this was what my mum say to me too...)

if not, i do not know how am i going to...

after i graduate...?

haiz...

let's see the situation tomorrow and then decide what i am going to do...

okay?

well that's all:)

新加坡e樂大賞慶功派對...

3月13... 傍晚7點...

濱海灣浮動舞臺... (The Float @ Marina Bay)

林宥嘉，小鬼黃鴻升，梁文音，Olivia Ong，By2 將會在星期五陸續抵達獅城...

在此附送他們的航班和飛機抵達時間：

- 小鬼黃鴻升，梁文音，Olivia Ong

航班：BR225 時間：中午12點05分

- 林宥嘉

航班：CX739 時間：下午3點25分

-By2

航班：SQ877 時間：傍晚6點45分

雨

無奈...

2010-03-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

I'm back... after so long of not posting...

Haha... so sorry everyone...

Just busy with some stuff...

Work... Watching dramas...

These kept me occupied...

New shows keep on coming up...

Some recommendations:

-Autumn's Concerto ( you really have to see this drama)

-Hi My Sweetheart (if you have'nt watch this, you're missing out on some things...)

-Down with Love

-Lucky Days

-KO3anguo

really got to watch all... especially the first two...

another show came up recently : PS Man...

not sure whether good or not...

found out that Atashinchi No Danshi / My Boys is actually showing on Channel 56

this Japanese Drama is also damn nice

Anyway, i'm going to work for the IT show this coming week at Suntec...

Date: 11th march - 14th march

Time: 10+ am - 9+ pm

you won't want to miss out on the good deals that the IT show offers...

不知道是哪一些無聊的人

斷章取義的“希望”飛輪海解散

無論怎樣他們永遠都是飛輪海的成員

大東亞綸亦儒吳尊

飛輪海永遠也只有他們四個人

不會多更不會少

要他們解散下輩子吧

( 我並沒有要影射誰只是有感而發xP )

雨

'O's are over!!!!!!!!

2009-11-18T15:42:00.004+08:00

Finally!!!!

'O' Level examination are over!!!!!

now... just have to wait until the results come out...

which...

is in January...

tried to look for a part-time job after my physics paper 1...

however...

just cannot find one which can accept me...

the age limit is 16...

and...

i will only be 16 after my birthday...

so... that means:

I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR!!!!

now... i have to help my mother do chores...

which... is very boring...

Still have not decided on what courses to take next year...

cannot make up my mind...

my mother have no comments on this...

she just say:

"whatever course you take... i will support...

but make sure not to give up halfway"

just want to say...

if i took a course which i truly like...

why should i give up halfway??

haha...

my class is going to have a BBQ on the 26th November...

at East Coast Park...

Woon hui feel not like going...

Annjuline would not be there again...

Thank goodness that i had called Diana and Kelly to go...

If not...

I will be alone again...

真不知道要做什麽...

沒有目標...

現在在下著雷震雨...

我的情緒也跟著起伏...

或許不該想那麽多...

一切隨緣吧...

Z.T

Prelims

2009-09-06T15:40:00.004+08:00

Prelim examinations begin ler...
from 2nd sep until 18 sep...
it spreads over the sep holidays...
no fair...
Holiday still need go back to school for Exams...
Hiaz...
Until now... already finish 6 papers ler...
stil got 8 more papers to go...
Kampate!!!!

人生总会遇到一些不如意的事情
有起也会有落...
但...
我只希望我的考试能拿到好成绩...
以后的事...
以后再说...

Z.T.

Happy birthday, Singapore!

2009-08-09T15:16:00.003+08:00

I'm back...

bit busy with the homework lately...
Sec 4 already... No choice...
Have to chiong...
Teacher keep on giving us papers and mock exams to do...
Want to die from it...
Have to stay back almost everyday...
Haiz...

Oh Ya!!!
I want to say:
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!!
woohs...
It's the 44th year already since Singapore gained independence...
Singapore has come a long way...

Anyone going to the floating stadium to watch the NDP in action?
I will be watching at home though...
every year also like this...

Oh well...
that's all i want to say...
till then...

~Z.T~

Ghost........

2009-06-24T17:35:00.005+08:00

A Ghost appeared in my house...

Guess who is this "Ghost"...

相信吧

2009-06-23T19:26:00.005+08:00

相信是一件很困難的事情尤其當一個人被欺騙過無數次之後

感覺身邊很多人很難發自內心去相信一個人

因為太多期待也太多傷害這樣相處真的很痛苦

猜忌懷疑彼此之間距離越來越遠一直遠到聽不到對方心裡的聲音徹底關閉自己的心防

的確受過謊言的折磨後要讓有裂痕的心復原是很難的

可是一開始就居心叵測的懷疑設防又是怎樣的一回事情?

我真的希望彼此之間給予多點空間多點相信的空間心胸寬大的讓謙虛的風能暢行無阻

以相信為前提讓事情能簡單單純這樣不是很好嗎

現在的網路資訊發達也讓國與國地方與地方之間的距離縮小了

但是為什麼感覺人與人之間心的距離日與俱增

你們想過嗎要不要一起實行相信大會? 一起營造快樂一點的社會感

因為我真心希望大家都能開心^^

此文章引用自亞綸的《相信吧》

Farewell>.<

2009-06-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

Although i've stepped down long time ago,
I can't help feeling down...
I've been in Gamelan for so long...
Deep down feelings suddenly emerged out of me...
If only...
I can stay at this age...
Then i can continue to contribute to my CCAs...
Haiz... Feel sad
The new Chairman and Vice-Chairman had been chosen...
Chairman is Farzainah...
No surprise there...
And i'm sure Cephas will be the Chairman-To-Be...
haha...
Vice-Chairman is Ain...
Quite a good choice of the teachers...
I sincerely wish GOODLUCK to them all...
And to all the Gamelan members:
hope you all will continue to play good music...
and i hope at the next SYF competition,
you all will win a GOLD WITH HONOURS for our school...
with that you all would have done us, the seniors, proud...
and also,
with that you would have proven yourself...
GOODLUCK...

等待...

2009-06-03T13:27:00.006+08:00

十五到二十五? 三十 ? 100?

從懂愛開始許多人一輩子尋尋覓覓為求一個"真愛"

許多人為了"真愛"跌跌撞撞身上密密麻麻全是傷

這可謂真愛旅程裡的遊客不勝其數那麼多人為求心中理想的愛付出了一生那麼一次的衝動

卻也有那麼多人因為這一次的衝動換來對方給予你的椎心之痛

自此那麼多人中開始分道揚鑣

有些人放棄了這趟旅程將自己投身可有可無心中遺忘衝勁的虛無飄渺中

有些人拖著傷痕累累的身軀在少年維特的煩惱中不改本色的靠著傻勁往前衝

有些人努力的堅持信念一邊受傷一邊不放棄的相信有如掏金潮的那些人們相信最終甜蜜的果實會屬於自己的

有些人待這次的傷好了身心都健康了繼續追逐年輕的夢

更有人為了達成理想不斷長大成熟使自己成為別人追逐的目標

好多好多種結果但我大概分出了這幾種

由上到下現在的年輕人百分比所佔人數的多寡也是依序由多到少

速食佔據了我們的飲食沒想到也佔據了愛情?

自怨自艾換個角度想是否操之過急是否非有愛情不可是否自己都還未從別人給予你的傷害中痊癒就急著希望利用另一段愛情麻痺前者的疼痛?

等待會是最好的處方

不是空等是等待自己把自己傷口癒合再次用更成熟更穩定的心態愛下一個"人"

持續愛心和我一起做人間的天使

*此文章引用自亞綸的《等待...》

SYF

2009-04-25T15:01:00.006+08:00

On thursday, we went for the Gamelan SYF...
got a silver back...
Siglap sec got Gold With Honors...
while Hougang sec got a Gold...
that's a double joy for Mr. Khamis(if that's how to spell his name)...
as both of the schools are under his coaching...
an also because he got back his gold from us...
we took away 'his' gold during the last SYF...
now the next SYF...
which is in year 2011...
it's up to the juniors...
if they don't buck up...
there will be no more gold for us...
and i'm quite worried about that...
going to step down liao...
it's almost time for the juniors to take the lead...
no offence...
but i'm afraid that they can't take up this responsibility...
only Farzianah and Cephas can...
because the others too 'happy go lucky'...
however...
Fahzianah is in the EXCO...
Cephas only sec 2, so can't take charge...
there's no one left to take charge...
i think Mrs. Tan's going to have a tough time in choosing...
haha...
I just hope...
during the next SYF...
we can get back what we lost this time round...
GOLD WITH HONORS!!!
LET'S ALL WORK TOWARDS IT!!!
KAMPATE...

Anyway, last friday...
there was a Prefect's Investiture...
sound familiar?
this time the 7th batch EXCOs are stepping down...
and...
welcome onboard is the...
8th batch EXCOs...
Fahzianah's part of the 8th batch...
i hope they can do a good job...
Missing the voices of the 7th batch during assembly liao...
haiz...
GOODLUCK!!!

~zOE~

Gamelan Camp

2009-03-19T15:04:00.004+08:00

Came back from Gamelan Camp on Sun...
Then me and my family went to SAKURA to eat...
the food there is sooo nice...
then the following day went to WILD WILD WET...
haiz...
now two more of my friends know who i liked...
what am i going to do...
我现在只想好好的考好我的'o' levels...
并不想想别的东西...
我也从未和他表示过...
怎么办呢...
算了...
顺其自然吧...

~zOE~

Fahrenheit!!!!!!!!

2009-02-19T15:32:00.007+08:00

Hey!!!
long time never put up posts liao...
busy with homework...
this year's the 'o' level year...
cant slack liao...
haiz...
gotta get the engine going...
haha...
just gonna update on what dramas i'm watching...
LUV The Clue Collector...
aka Mysterious Incredible Terminator...
or <<霹雳 MIT>> very much!!!
It stars Arron as the main character...
along with Gui Gui...
Arron is now filming Momo Love aka<<桃花爱无敌>>...
Fahrenheit gonna act in a new show call <<天使街23号>>...
dunno the english name for it...
also remember the last sequel of KO.1 and X-family ...
that is KO3 anguo aka <<终极三国>>...
though in KO.3 anguo they are only special guests...
they are still basically the centre of the whole story...
hehe...
love Fahrenheit...
lols...
Love Or Bread is also a nice drama...
that is all for today...
bye...

~zOE~

Going to China...

2008-12-10T14:47:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm back...
so long never post liao...
haha...
Going to Beijing tomorrow...
night flight...
one in the morning...
sianzZz...
cant sleep much...
to frens...
if want to contact me...
wait until i am back in Singapore...
that is 19 of december...
this time is go on our own...
so when wake up in the morning...
no need to wake up so early...
better lorh...
nothing to say liao...
just want to complain that homework got so many...
the teachers wish to kill us lorh...
haiz...
if only the holiday will not end until i finish my homework...
just a wish...
wouldn't come true...
haiz...

~zOE~

sianz........

2008-09-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

The students that went to Melbourne come back liao...
Went to look at their blog...
http://evgiansinmelbourne08.blogspot.com/
can feel their joy sia...
haiz...
how i wish i had gone with them...
but only the Lit students only...
the Japan Immersion Trip...
Haiz...
Cannot go sia...
Cause already go to the China Trip liao...
LOL...
nothing to blog liao...
Next time then...
~BYE~

~zOE~

damn it...

2008-08-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

totally flunk my BIO test today...
didn't know what the heck is the answer...
haiz...
2mr going to have a chem test and...
ORAL...
hope i can do well in it...
KAMPATE...
next week...
let's see...
gt geog test...
phy test...
can't remember now...
update later on...
haiz...
Lit students going MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA...
SO GD...
i wanna go sia...
woon hui's going...
that MONKEY's going...
I wan sovernirs...
lalalalala...
post next time...
bye...

~zOE~

just complaning

2008-08-11T21:12:00.005+08:00

Nothing to blog about...
the day before: 9 August was Singapore's birthday...
Singapore's 43 years old...
Happy birthday!!!
four days of vacation just goes like this...
*nice* of the teachers to give my class so many homework...
haiz... wat to do...
can only complain...
in the end still must do...
nothing else to say about...
blog next time...
Ciao...

~zOE~

life is meaningless...

2008-07-26T15:40:00.004+08:00

what do u think of LIFE as?
i dunno...
let's do it this way...
think of LIFE as a dream...
i just hope never to wake up from it...
think of LIFE as a miracle...
i just hope it did not happen...
i kept on thinking...
why is LIFE so meaningless...
everyday is the same...
my LIFE keep on revolving around in the same routine...
I'm getting tired of it...
wonder when is the day...
when is the time that i can totally leave this world alone...
and proceed on to where i wish-ed to be...
sometimes LIFE can be sooo boring...
sometimes it fills our hearts with colours...
sometimes it let us feel the pain...
sometimes it let us feel the sadness...
and sometimes it let us feel like a fool...
GOD makes us out so HE can play with us...
i feel so tired by the consistent treatment by you...
i feel like a toy...
i'm a human...
i have feelings...
i don't wish to feel like this...
i was forced by you...
i don't know whether i can push myself on...
my spirit has die-d down...
it's lock-ed away in a cold room...
vow-ed never to see the light again...
until it can feel the warmth once more...
my body now is nothing...
but a shell...
there's nothing in it...
no turning back now...
maybe someone could shed some light on me...
then maybe i can come out of my protection...
i could'nt trust anyone now...
you've broken my trust and i don't know who can i turn to...
for help...
if it's not for you...
i would have ever felt so helpless...
you should be guilty...
i've be alone for soo long...
i'm sure i can recover...
but...
please...
never step into my LIFE again...
i'll thank you for that...

it takes...
one second to meet someone...
one minute to know someone...
one hour to like someone...
one day to love someone...
but a lifetime to forget someone you once love-d soo much...

~zOE~

Shawn Tok's special website

2008-07-13T18:36:00.004+08:00

Went to browse through Shawn Tok's account today...
saw something in his post...
someone's created a website specially for him...
the website's quite cool...
anyone's a fan can go n create an account there...
http://www.shawntok.com/home
very nice sia...
ok... i admit...
i'm something of a fan of him...
cos, he sings really well...
and he's very cute...
haha...
i love to sing...
so, i love ppl who sings well too...
LOL...
nothing to talk about liao...
i'm linking that website up...
so can go anytime...
so...
byebye...

~zOE~

EXCOs... all the way:-)

2008-07-05T20:06:00.006+08:00

the China students are gone...
they had already gone back on the 2nd of July...
Sad...
Will truly miss them...
they had been so nice...
especially my partner...
金鱼...
Haiz...

there was a prefects' investiture on Friday...
the 6th batch of EXCOs are stepping down...
and here comes the 7th batch of EXCOs!!!
there are 14 of them...
the head is Shi Qiang...
although some of the students boo-ed below the stage...
I give my full support to him and his team...
I believe that they will surpass the 6th Batch!!!
So... Jia You!!!
a lot of them are from my class though...
among the 14 of them...
those who are in my class is:
ShiQiang, JunLiang, Brandon, Xue Er, Rachel and Christine...
Hope they'll do a good job!!!

~zOE~

The China students are coming!!!

2008-06-28T15:54:00.006+08:00

It has been such a long time since i had put up another post...
This time...
I have a news...
The China students are finally coming over...
They will be arriving today... at around midnight...
We are not going to pick them up though...
Cause our teacher says that it is very late...
Even though we didn't mind the time...
They will be coming over to my school on Monday...
Not the whole group...
as they will be spilt into two groups...
1 group will be first going to Catholic High...
The other group will be coming over to our school to have a look round...
on Tuesday, the two groups will swap school, to have lessons...
on Wednesday, they swap back...
complicated though... but we gonna have 2 buddies...
just hope my teachers will make the lessons more interesting...
maybe looking at the account of the China students?
Haha...

Anyway, i found out something quite interesting...
I found out what is my name in Korean and Japanese...
My Japanese name is: Kawazoe Michiyo...
Kawazoe means riverside...
Michiyo means three thousand generations...
that is if i key in my full name...
If it is just Zoe...
den it will be: Kawazoe Kazuko...
Kazuko meaning friendly child...
cool!!!
My Korean name is: Choi Rae Won...
I found out in my friends blog...
I kind of like my japanese name more...
haha...

~zOE~

Boring!!!

2008-06-16T23:00:00.012+08:00

Yesterday was Fathers' Day...
Didn't celebrate though...
Instead, my whole family went to visit my Grandma...
Couldn't resist...
because, it was a long time since I last went to visit her...
Haiz... very boring over there...
Just watch my cousin play MapleStory...

Today...
Nothing much happen today...
Went to watch a movie :Kung Fu Panda
the panda, that was called "Po", was sooo cute!
Haha... Loved the movie very much...
Then went to shop around a bit inside Causeway Point...
Had my lunch at KFC... Ate the new "Toasted Twister"...
Quite nice...
Then went back home...
Had to do the report on: what we had done in China/ reflections on everyday that we spend in China
Haiz... Had to write 1000 words for that...
Didn't know why our teacher had to set this project on us...
Can't complain anyway...
Cause, still need to do despite how much we complain...
So... Bye!!!

~zOE~

Miss China!!!

2008-06-09T14:39:00.012+08:00

I'm really missing the days that we had in China...
It was such a wonderful time that we had...
Anyway...
those who wants to find out more about what we had done in China
can go to: http://www.evgiansinchina08.blogspot.com/
to take a look...
we had done up the website quite nicely...
and you can find out about the things that we had done during the days ...
in China...
Haiz...
Wanna go back once more...
If only we could reverse time...
Or maybe stop the time when we were there...
That way...
We will be able to spend more time in China...
It was a most enjoyable trip in my lifetime...
I expect that the others EVGians will be thinking like me too...
Hoping that we can go back there once more...
We are now all screaming: I MISS CHINA!!!
Hahaha...
Maybe I'll return to visit there during
the holidays at the end-of-year...
Wishing to overwhelm myself with the level of enjoyment again...
Wah!!!
Can't help myelf but think of 8 nian 1 ban...
They were sooo nice...
a pity that they didn't perform during the farewell party...
Haiz...
However... I will always remember them... Especially my partner...
^.^ Luv them!!!

~zOE~

Back in Singapore!!!

2008-06-07T17:05:00.008+08:00

Here I am...
Back in SINGAPORE... missing China though...
Cause, I've made some new friends at the NENU(NorthEast Normal University)
Grade 8 Class 1... Luv them...
we truly enjoyed ourselves when we were at China...
Been to a lot of places...
Like ShangHai Bund, ChangBai Mountain, etc etc..
Simply love the country...
Oh!!! there's a interesting fact...
Maybe all of us know already...
!!!There are TOILETS... with NO doors...
there was only a knee-levelled wall that separates each "room" from one another...
but we had no choice...
so.. we just count to 3... and everyone went down...
count to 3... and everyone come up again...
HAHA!!! funny... right???
But we all missed the times when we were there...
Especially the times when it was the most memorable ones...
Oh My God... I simply can't forget it...
Wishing to visit CHINA again if I had the chance...
Brandon is sooo rich...
He got to go to CHINA again...
straight after he come back to Singapore...
Not straight... But after 1 or 2 days( I'm not sure)
And he's visit Shang Hai again...
I want to go!!!!!!!!

Never mind... when I have the chance... I will surely go...
So for now... Bye...

~zOE~

Bored >.<

2008-05-24T18:06:00.005+08:00

There's nothing much to do today... Went online...
Then go on to http://www.mysoju.com/ and watch dramas...
Watch X Family... Haha...
My computer keep on LAGGING...
So angry... decided to continue watching at another time...
Then decided to blog...
Nothing much to write about though...

Have not packed my luggage yet...
Even though the departure date is just 3 days away...
Haiz...
But i got my things ready...
Maybe I'll pack all the things in tomorrow...
Don't know what to write about liao...
So...
I'll just sign off here...
Haha... bYe!!!

~zOE~

Tired... but Excited...

2008-05-23T19:39:00.004+08:00

Today's the last day of the 1st school semester...
In the morning, our school held a mass road run for all the EVGians at the Bishan Park...
Although I had duty, and did'nt need to run with the others...
I had to walk very long from one point to another point to take pictures of people running at the different points...
So... In the end... We, the photographers, are as tired as the others...
OM Tan was so good...
He had a bike with him...
He just have to ride around on his bike patrolling...
While we all have to run... (For me and the other photographers: WALK)
Haiz... Wish I had a bike with me at that time...

Anyway... The departure date had been carried forward...
Instead of departing Singapore on the 28th of May...
We will be departing on the 27th of May...
And... Coming back on the 7th of June...
Not including today... there are only 3 days left from the daparture date...
I'm getting excited at the thought of it...

There's nothing much to say today though...
So just have to wait for the next day to past before I can say anything more...
So... Gdnight to all of you...
:-)

~zOE~

Excited about the trip...

2008-05-19T12:56:00.009+08:00

Eight more days to departure...
Oooo...can't wait... Haha;)

Nothing much 2 do today...
Parents gone out for breakfast with their friends...
Leaving me and my brother alone... at home...
Got up in the morning... Feeling tired...
(Maybe i slept too long... Never slept so good before... With air-con)
Haha...
My dad went to Vista Point to buy our breakfast...
Before he and my mum go out...
It was porridge...
It wasn't me who asked for porridge...
It was my brother...
But in the end,
He only ate half of the whole content...
Such a waste...
Didn't know what to say of him...
Then...
He got the first line...
Signed into the family computer...
And...
Played Maplestory... Haiz...
He always played Maplestory with that computer...
Then in the end,
I always have to use my own computer to do what i want to do...
Such a selfish person...(Just KIDDING)...
I decided to sign in...
and blog...
Nothing else to do...
Haiz... very tired...

Today... is Vesak Day... Can rest:)
Tomorrow... School having inter-class games...
I think i'll be just there sitting down and watching my classmates and the others play...
Then... On Wednesday...
Mr. Taufik say my class (3 Aspire) and 3 Achieve...
Is going to the Sembawang Golf Course...
To play GOLF!!!
I've never tried playing golf before and i'm looking forward to it... Haha...
On Friday...
My school having ROAD RUN... at Bishan Park... AGAIN...
But this time...
I'll be taking pictures of my schoolmates running...
Haha... Pity them...
Just hope that when those who know me won't kill me when they know that i'll not be running...
Because it's a mass event...
And i'll be just relaxing over there...
Haha... Wonder who will come in 1st this time...

Haiz... still can't find anything to do...
Wonder if there are any more shows that i can watch...
OKAY...
I got to go...
Can't post too much... Haha...
See ya!!!

~zOE~

Can't figure it out...

2008-05-18T15:04:00.004+08:00

I was wondering…
What is life really about?
Is it the truth that all TYPICAL boys act like this?
Or… is it just the NORMAL reaction…
Wonder if he really does have the feeling in the 1st place…
Haiz… I’m totally zonked out… I’m totally WIPED OUT…
Not by him… but by the time another matter…
Maybe I should end this…
And concentrate on my studies…
It’s been a long… okay…WAY long time that I’ve really sat down…
And go through my work… TOTALLY…
I’ve to give it up…

And now… I’ve gone and devote myself to another guy…
Wonder what’s wrong with me… N what is going on in my mind…
Just able to stay by his side… I’m just happy enough…
But, I reckon that he has a girlfriend…
JUST my luck.. Running into two guys that wasted my time…
Maybe it’s a sign… a sign that shows that I’ve to stop this thing going…

If not, I’ll meet my dead-end at the days of my EXAMS…
Talking about exams… I’M getting worser and worser at my chemistry…
I actually FLUNK it… anyway, my biology too… had the same mark…
Such a coincidence…
Haha…
Just hope that when my report book is out… I won’t faint…
SERIOUSLY, I have to buck up…

Another news... :)
9 more days to departure...
I'm going to China, Changchun...
Haiz... i always had 1 probelm with me that i fear to take flights...
Because of the stupid altitude, my ear get stuck often...
Last December, when i come back from Hong Kong...
Met up with air pockets and bad weather...
The plane drops into the pockets... and... i cried...
It really hurts...
And... i got flu... so double trouble...
When i got off the plane... my ears were so stuck...
It was only after a few days... then my parents took me to see a specialist...
Got to know the reason of my "stuck ears"...
Then had to eat pills... "YUCK"... i don't really know how to swallow...
If can bite, then i bite... IF can't, then it will take loads of time to get the pills into my mouth...
And down my throat... Haha...
Nothing my parents can do about it... That's me:)
Had to get my flu medicine for this trip...
And i just HOPE that i won't cry and embarrass myself when i meet with such situations again...

Haiz... Got to keep track of the time...
Going BBQ tonight...
With my family... aunties... and... uncles...
So... got to go...
Keep in touch...

~zOE~